This is unbelievable, but you are safe and happy and that is all that matters. Okxxx Jamal was still in Panama. Jamal turned to Amyl. It turned into a competitive conversation as to which of them had serviced me the best. He had chosen the middle of a busy aisle and he had stopped every single shopper in sight. Black men treat their white girls very differently in public. One by one the black male employees came and went as their lunch hours permitted. My mind jumped back to that day I walked toward him in that security office, wearing that very short skirt, sealing my fate forever. I lay there in the dark gathering my thoughts.
