In the years since Shelly taught me I had become adept in hiding my habit and took huge steps to ensure I wouldn’t get caught. Youjizz Maureen’s eyes were big as saucers and the expression on her face made it easier for me to get into the moment. It never crossed my mind that Maureen might be doing the same. Her brother, Eric was my best friend and had been such since second grade. She showed me how to make that same feeling with my fingers. I guess it was the byproduct of living in such an abusive and controlling home. The next day Shelly approached me on the playground and asked me if I had tried it.
